thetimeistudiedabroad:
Don’t let it end! Good and bad, I have enjoyed every minute of it! I don’t want July 1 to come :(
ssuuzz Asked:
brenda mi amore. I havent talked to you in a minute. and i miss you. i havent been on tumblr but ive been creeping on yours and i just wanted to say i love you and if you ever need anything, im here for you. also come back to CALI so we can grab some starbucks and catch up. love you <3
SUSAN! GUUUURL, I miss you too! I only have two months left here, waaah! So no worries about me getting back to Cali soon, because it’s a comin’. And I know you are always there for me love, thank you. I can’t wait to hear all about you and the exciting new things coming up in your life! You’re almost done with college! Congrats! Sbux soon! ;) Love ya! <3
thetimeistudiedabroad:
Expectation:
Reality:
*giggle* This is so true! Hence why I haven’t bothered wearing heels out to nightclubs since December. Tripping and falling on cobblestone is not cute or fun!
HAHA!
(Source: tastefullyoffensive, via heyfunniest)
laugh-asmuchasyoubreathe Asked:
Hello sister! I hope you feel better soon )': & that you get better very soon. It hurts me so much inside to see you in pain & for me not to be able to be there right next to you. Instead, I'm all the way across the world ): I just wanted to say that I love you & I miss you & I hope you feel better. LOVE YOU BEST SISTER IN THE WORLD c:
Why thank you sister, I hope the same as well. It will all be over soon, as of tomorrow I will only have two months left here and I hope that I will physically be ok to enjoy them. Anyways, you will have plenty of time to take care of your chronically ill sister in the future ;) Love you, keep up with school and do well at work! <3 xoxo
It’s 3:30 am and the only thing I wish I could do is sleep. But I can’t. Because I’m in too much pain. The lining of my chest is really inflamed right now and it kills me every time I breathe in. I’ve been trying to focus on anything but the pain for the past 6 hours by watching movies, reading, shuffling around for a bit, but nothing seems to work. Steven said he didn’t mind coming to the hospital with me tomorrow morning, but I really feel like such a nuisance having him come. I’ve only known the guy for two weeks, really…yet he has been so much more comforting and dependable than my roommate or other friends here. And if he doesn’t come, I really don’t know if I’d be able to make it on my own actually, seeing as I’ve been walking at the pace of an 80 year old grandma and unable to really grasp things with my hands for the past few days, pretty much making me a complete invalid. I really should rename this blog now. It seems to have lost its focus on my experiences abroad and just centered around my illness, but honestly, it’s what’s been getting me through this. Two years after being diagnosed, this is my first “flare.” It’s a bit scary and painful, especially going through it somewhat alone without your mom or dad there to take care of you, but it’ll pass. With the help of some methotraxate and Vicodin maybe, but it shall pass.
It sucks that while most of the people from my program are taking this 5 day break to travel, I am pretty much confined to stay in bed all day because of this flare. It would have been really nice to take a trip to the Canary Islands for a few days but I guess it will have to wait for when I feel better. I hope that my knees and hands will be a bit better by tomorrow so I can go shopping for a new robe and comfy pj’s since it looks like I’ll be spending more time staying in for the next few weeks.
LAWLZ!
(Source: jeffreysnaps, via heyfunniest)
A great way to sum up what it is and how it affects you. If I hear one more person telling me to numb the pain with an aspirin or just assume it’s like osteoporosis or regular types of arthritis, I just might punch a wall.